[[*---Years Of Silence---*]]

Saturday, March 28, 2009

+a sudden news+

hmmm juz recieve mil cal she say hb grandpa had pass away le..haiz it was so shockin lol cos hb n mi went to visit him nt long onli den juz nw recieve a cal n say he die le..hb n chun nw rush dwn to de hospital le hmmm i cant go dwn cos gt 3kids at hm n nobody helps mi to look aft them luckily so mil say nvm tml i den go dwn to de funeral lol den i msg bro le i az him tml take off cos i need to go dwn to de funeral wonderin wat it goes le even if he cant take off i oso dun care i will az him go n find ppl to look aft de 2bros lol..k im gg to rest le bye tml i will haf a busy day cos i haf to rush to hospital n funeral...

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hmmm today i go to de sch to interview hopefully they wanna employ mi im sick of stayin at hm n face those kids n nuisances le...i dink i reali need a short holiday 4 mi to relax myself if nt i scare my temper bcome more worse!!!!!!!who wan to accom mi go 4 a short holiday pls....let mi knw k juz go gentin or kl oso can pls if nt i dink i gg to breakdown soon le wif all de probs at hm recently n nwadays i keep flaring my temper on hb i oso dunno y...if things go on like tat i dink i gg to get depression soon le..i feel like gg out wif my frens to drink bt is either all pregnant or if nt wrkin..all i can say is心事谁能知痛苦吞肚内n today i juz cry infront of my mum cos i reali felt y things turn like like tat y my own relatives will like tat say mi y am i being treated unfair y everytime my mum hospitalised my relatives sure gt things to say mi y y y!!!!!i reali hate them i hated them y wen my mum hospitalised nobody points fingers at my bro bt juz mi!!!!!!though my mum ensure mi tat none of my relatives tok bad abt mi mayb ther's some misunderstandin onli bt i juz 不服气

[[ Silencer Breaks The History ]]*|1:14:00 AM|

Friday, March 13, 2009

hmmm juz brin baobei go c doc early in de morn..he wake up n we touch his body was so warm so i tel hb bo bian haf to brin him go c doc le..wen we reach de clinic de nurse take his temp 39.6 i gt a shock lol!!!!den de doc say haf to put a pill in his backside so de fever will go dwn faster den we let him put 4 baobei sake..aft tat hb brin us go eat breadfast den he went to wrk nw my baobei slpin soundly hope he will b fine..

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

hmmm i bk to blog le hee cos gt things to blog ma..i veri sad cos my laptop finally died on mi le inside ther's alot of calden of fotos alot of memories inside even my weddin video oso inside so kinda sad lol..hmmm my mum juz bk frm hk holiday 3days 2 night so shiok rite i so old le i haven been to hk yet bt my mum go sad ..bt anyway is my uncle sponsor de so she go lol i dink she gg to thailand again le hmmm dunno my uncle will agree to sponsor ours air ticket ma wahaha...jokin nia la knw he wont do de lol...bt my my mum went 4 holiday i was so angry wif my nephews mother n grandma i reali dunno y a mum can b so heartless dun go n c them even wen they both stayin at her mum's plc n wen we az them to look aft de 2 both 4 last weekend de woman can az mi izzit i handicapped so i cant look aft de both kids i was so fuckin angry so i cal her bt she dun dare to tok to mi over de fone lol she ans bt she press over another line once she heard my voice wtf!!!!! she can keep on message mi lol cos we argue at message bt she dun dare to tok wen i wanna confront her..i told my mum tat i cant stand it le 1st time she cursed my YAP family y dun go n die,nw 2nd time she say am i handicapped i tel my mum tis is de 后果of 忍气bt tis is wat i get!!!den her mum cal mi den we tok over de issue of lookin de 2 kids den she can tel mi hmmm no matter wat 他们都是姓叶的den i was so angry i tel her 难道他们没有她的blood ma?hw can always az look aft them is nt my mum always go overseas dunno y they can tok like tat!!!!!!!!!

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